Unidentified....
What do you do when your life in itself becomes tiring?
How do you push to go on when nothing - absolutely nothing motivates you?
At what point do you get tired of playing perfect - pretending all is well with you?
At what juncture do you just stand and agree to yourself that you have lost the fight?
When am i permitted to feel really sad, really angry at about a situation i do not agree with?
When is it right for me to give up?
When will it be considered acceptable and very less painful for me to go - permanently?
Cause if I'm being honest, I'm just so tired of even existing!!!
The struggle to stay here is draining. You stay for what?
To suffer in vain. And people are too quick to say "it will be fine" only because they do not understand where you are coming from.
Everything intentionally just becomes trash.
Constant hustle, no pay. Get the pay, get robbed.
Education - alway a pain! Get it right and it becomes flopped.
The people that used to be motivation to me, are now either not trusting in the would be success story, or are going through shit in a way that makes you even more helpless cause now you realize you are useless in helping others too....
I'm really tired! Tired of everything!!! Tired i can't get it right! Tired of complaining, and tired of doing something about it that never works!
I am drained, cant help myself out, how would i help others???
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