I LOVE ME TOO....

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I notice how you use me.
I dont react, cause i love you. And i pretend like it's fine, giving myself confidence with the hopes that its all just for you to heal totally,  but in reality its just an excuse to not wind up broken hearted  everytime.

I see how you still look at her, how your silence build every time you see her. I notice how you try to make me laugh or smile, knowing that i know why the change in your mood or hoping i didn't see her too. You get quite, annoyingly quite, and you try to make it sound like your silence is cause of all you are going through.

I see how whenever you see her, after your mood goes sour, you look for an excuse to make us come back. Then you try to cheer up when you dont see her and then u get frustrated about it all... i see it.

I see how you try to avoid her or contacts with her when i am with you, but i know you'd die for an opportunity for you two to talk - alone. I'm not blind, i see it.

And i see how you look at the places you know her to always be in at whatever point in time. If you were still hers, I'd say its cute, but no, you are supposed to be mine, so its revolting. I ignore my feelings too, but i see it.

I know exactly how u light up when she would say hi to you. I know exactly how that day you'd try to play with me, tickle me, just to make sure im not dwelling on the anger that comes with it. I laugh silently everytime i think of it, but i know.

I'm tolerant not cause i am stupid, not cause i can't decide to shut my mind up and move past, not cause i want you so bad that I'd welcome anything you offer. I'm tolerant because i love you, but in that light, don't forget i love me too....