Part 3
Inspiration: Dennesse
I've been trying to figure it out for days now, since he suggested we go out of our world and loved different people, my mind has been scrambled trying to figure this out - How do you unlove someone you have given ur all to?
For days now i haven't stepped out of my house, all i do is eat, watch sad romantic movies - the kind where there is no happily ever after, i cry a lot and sleep. Wake up to recycle the whole process. I have also been doing a whole lot of praying, but its hard to believe God is listening to me cause i can't seem to find a solution.
Days have passed and he hasnt called me as per usual, i only got an alert of about seven hundred thousand, with a narration 'refund for hospital bill, wasted time and effort', trust me i cried some more, its like you never get tired of crying when you are in such a position.
My friends have asked i joined a dating site, or at least go out clubbing with them, meet a man and welcome the distraction, its not my style at all plus maybe he is figuring out our problem, there might be a solution we dont know about - so i thought until two nights ago when I saw his new update on his WhatsApp status.
"Chilling with my Girl"
Chilling with my girl? Chilling with what girl? I am the only 'my girl' he should have... I really can't take this, I can't see myself with another man, but he obviously can't seem to wait to move past me. I guess I'll let him go the only way i know how...
"Look at me, Girl open your eyes!" "Why the fuck would she do this" "Call him to get here now!!!"
Those are my friends yelling. It felt like I'm laying down on a semi soft surface and running at the same time, or? Am i being wheeled?
Flashes of lights, i can't keep my eyes open for long, flashes of light and that machine noise. I'm in a hospital, is it bad if i pray not to come out of this?
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